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Jonas and i were being silly the other day, and decided to take some pictures. sorry its been forever, things have been pretty crazy

Its been a while sinse ive been able to get on and write, but school has been busy, and i have not had a lot of time.

I just got a phone call that i didnt want to get. the results came back, and my cat has cancer, breast cancer, and if it spread already then there is no point to do surgery, but even if it hasnt we cant aford it, and its just killing me. im so attached to my cat, and ive had her sinse I was 7 years old. :(

This is going to be a long week. Jonas is in Alaska, and wont be back till sunday. I thought i was going to go crazy because my phone decided to totally die, but my mom bought me a new phone today and also got upset that my text messages was a lot. oh well it should be fine from now on though because i will have 3000.

Tonight i just need to finish cleaning up my room, and then tomarrow I have to go back up to the college and pay for my classes. Then im going to be hanging out with Don on my birthday. so that should be fun.

I have to babysit on thursday so ill have a little extra money.

sorry i havnt written in a while, but ive been on medication, and pain killers. my face is swollen, and i feel like shit, ill explain what happened later when i have more time but i need to go rest.

what a fucking horrible day

Its too early to be up. Although its only 10 it still feels early. i woke up to someone sending me text messages on my phone. Not sure what im going to do today, but we may be going shopping to get stuff for the camping trip.

Saturday I get to hang out with Alicia which will be awesome but sinse i told alannah that it was her day we are going to go see her and go shoppin with her probably.

I need to go finish up a letter now.

I havent written here for a long time. People were getting upset with me about it so i figured i should write to let everyone know im still alive. There has been so much going on. I dont really know where to start.

Summer has been going alright. I dont have a job but im looking for one so i can start paying off my car. School doesnt start up until september 25th so i have a while. My family camping trip is coming up next monday. Its just going to be my parents, my brother and his friend james, and me. Im hoping that Brian is going to be coming with but he hasnt given me an answer. I guess ill just have to wait and see.

I went to ocean shores this past weekend and it was fun. i love that place. My friend was supose to join me down there but his car broke down. that sucked a lot...but i brought him back a sand dollar so that sh ould make him happy. he said he loved thoes.

Im not sure what else to really say but ill start updating again. sorry that its been so long. i have just been busy doing things and i havent had the time to just sit around on the computer and update this. leave me comments :)

I got a package in the mail today! Thanks Ina! i loved it all and i have some stuff to send you. so ill get that out within the next week. I also started writing back sam last night, and i should get that done within the next day.

My bf is taking me out tonight. i dont really know whats all going on, last night wasnt too good and we argued a little well mostly me just gettting mad. I got over it. I didnt sleep well though. I had horrible dreams.

well off to finish getting things done.

I got a letter from sam yesterday, and that was awesome! I was really excited. Im going to have to wait until finals are over to reply back, but ill be doing that soon.

I just got back from getting ice cream with Jonas, and then im going to be going over there tonight. I cant wait.

Theres a lot going on this weekend. Im going to be hanging out with alicia on sunday though so that should be fun. we are gunna go to dennys and who knows what else...but we will think of something.

I should be getting back to doing the stuff around the house that ive been putting off. ill write more later, and sorry i have not posted my new pictures. ill do that soon.

my blonde hair is gone, I dyed it. It is now brown, but it has a little reddish tint to it which i do not like. but ill post pictures later.

off to school, and a wonderful day with my boy.

I dont know what else to say besides...hes amazing, and im so glad that i met him. The first day we met he gave me creepy looks in the library...and it really scared me, but thats when it all started, and now i cant go one day without seeing him. hes everything to me.

Im going to have a really fun night tonight. Im going to be going to my grandparents house for my grnadpas birthday celebration, and afterwards going to hang out with Jonas, and then tonight going bowling. YAY! Dons going to be coming with, and its gunna awesome. Then staying over at Jonas's. Though im feeling not so great right now....i fucking hate being a girl sometimes. cramps= HORRIBLE!! anyways, i should get ready to leave. comment :) i love you all! especially alannah cause shes like the coolest girl ever! and loves cake as much as I do!

thank you all for your good luck. I passed my drivers test. so yay!

Today is my moms birthday, so im staying around the house for a while, and then hopefully go see Jonas. Tomarrow I have to go to my grandparents house for my grandpas birthday celebration. well its early sort of hehe i just woke up, and i need to get something to eat and take a shower, but im super happy today! sorry i havent commented recently. Ive had a lot going on please dont delete me or anything.

off to take my drive test. :) hoorah. wish me luck

Off to see alicia for the weekend in Olympia. Ill be back on sunday night sometime. :)

girl talk
drinking
watching movies
wandering around
eating food
drinking


cant wait!

I really hate how assume things when your talking to them online because that dont really know what kind of mood your in. Someone really pissed me off today, and is now going to be blocked. GRR

I skipped 2 classes today, I just didnt want to go. I went to Psychology, and got out 10 minutes after class started....hung around with don for a while, and then i just came home and got some things done that i didnt want to do later on today. Its too nice outside to just sit inside all day. I was going to be going to this picnic tonight, and I had asked Anton if he wanted to come with me, but im not really sure whats going on. I may not even go.

Yesterday I actually got out for a while, and was in the sun. I hung out with TJ, who is a friend of mine thats visiting from Colorado. We just got some food, then went over to my friend Bens house and saw him for a while. Then i came home around 6, and ate dinner and just watched tv for a while.

Im really looking forward to this weekend. Friday Im leaving to head down to Olympia to visit alicia for the weekend. Its going to be nice because it will just be me and her for the whole weekend. I havent really had a weekend just hangin out with her for a long time. Saturday night we plan on just getting drunk. I cant wait for the weekend. Its only tuesday...

Ive been getting yelled at because people want to know whats going on with me. DONS A LOSER. HA. jk but ive been doing pretty good. Had an interesting night with Don, and kelsey, but then went over to Antons afterwards and it was fun. i enjoyed it. I got drunk....and we got don somewhat drunk...and then i woke up and felt like shit. that was a while ago. I dont even remember what day that was. Then the other night I hung out with my friend and i got drunk again, and then came home and realized i had to email my dino teacher, and th en i passed out and had to go to school in the morning, and i felt like shit all day.

Well i scheduled my drive test finally. Its on the 25th at 2:30.

7 more days, and I get to spend a weekend with my best friend. Im so excited! cant wait for that.

I think thats pretty much it for updating. I miss anton. I havent seen him in 2 days. but im hoping to see him tomarrow after school.

:)

So i was bored and I wanted to share some photos of my animals cause they are...well awesome!

here are some pictures of my Kitty. His name is Joe. Hes only 9 months















and here is my bunny!!!

Finally able to update. Theres been a lot of stuff going on. Family issues mainly. Other than the family crap going on ive been really happy. The sun is out! I have an amazing bf! My bunny is still alive! which is a very good thing.

I woke up this morning not feeling well at all. Im sick. Its not fun. I had to go to school today because It was a review day for whats going to be on my psychology test tomarrow, and I also had a math test today. That went really well. Probably wont get it back for a while, and thats going to bug me because I really want to know what I got on it.

Ive been laying in bed with my psychology book for most of the day studying, and every once and a while I grab the computer and lay in bed and read livejournals and try to keep up with commenting.

Alicia and I are planning a fun weekend coming up here in a couple weeks. Im going to be going down to Olympia with her and staying for the weekend. The weekend will consist of eating junk food, drinking alcohol, and filling each other in on whats going on in our life. I love her! shes awesome. So im really looking forward to that.

please comment. :) i could use some nice comments.